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| the start of something good? |
| 08.31.04 (2:15 pm) [edit] |
So here I am. Again. Starting another journal. :) Mostly for my benefit..or if any of my friends care to click on the link I plan to put in my profile.
It feels like this year will be a year..or perhaps "the" of "growth" for me. But that all depends if I can keep my sanity while taking 17 credit hours. The good news would be that I don't have as many..sounds harsh to say, but I don't have as many bad influences around me. That just means I have roommates who actually study, don't party (which is great, cuz once you start, oh MAN its hard to stop) and who are quiet. Yeah, I'm just shocked about the quiet part. I could talk about how last year I was kept up almost every night til 3 or 4 in the morning. But that's all in the past.
This year...oh, hell who I am kidding..these last 3 years in school..are all about me being ready for grad school. That's all there is to it. I keep hearing horror stories about how "hard" it is to make it as an Opera singer, but um, I can't think of anything else that would make me as happy as I am when I get a chance to perform. And I'm not just saying that..I can think of like...Counseling, being some kind of Spokesperson (but for who? doing what?)...but I just think I'd end up coming back for music. I know in some sense, singing will forever be in my life. But as much as I like just singing in a Choir at Church, I just know I wouldn't be satisfied being 60 years old and the director of the Church choir with a Masters in Vocal Perfomance and realizing I never really got what I wanted, because I was afraid of what could've happened. No holds bar from this point on. Work hard, get what you want.
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